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我变灰了！

我现在心情不太好
还不都是因为那位姓“考”的“大爷”

或许你们会觉得为什么我现在不要读书却在这里“消耗”时间？
神经啊！成天对着书，NO～NO～那个不是我！！

如果说这次再考到大便成绩
我想，
大家都很清楚是什么原因

我并不会放弃我的每一个考试
只是有时候
我没能做到最好

我找不回我当年的自信
我也不知道我怎么了
如果有人说我不努力
我会静静的
因为我不想跟他吵架

我有在努力！

或许不够！
但是，
怎么样才算够？
是全部都考A才算够吗？

我不努力了吗？
我
累了吗？
是真的累了？
还是
还是什么，我也不知道？

「“累”，你会累吗？」
我好像什么都推给“累”去了。

回想起来，
其实我不是累了。
因为我根本没什么好累的

我…
我，怎么了？
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Anonymous said…
嘿，八弟，不要为自己的懒散，不能专心找借口哦！！哈哈～～
我最近也是无法专心，可是才没有说自己太累了呢～～
你不如去问问自己的心，它是跑到哪儿了吧？？
哈哈～～别再涣散了，要不然拿到的成绩真的会让你撞墙的！！哈哈～～
我们一起加油呀～～
October 28, 2008 at 7:00 PM
teateh said…
haha, i dont know who are u ..but i very understand ur feeling beoz i m facing that too! i think i m impossible to finish the stack of books!during the whole study week, evryday, the 1st word i tell myself is: nothing is impossible for those who have the will! suprisingly, i have the energy! i very scare because since primary i never face the terrible feeling as now, not well prepared yet!
in the beginning, i plan to give up. But i think this is the stupidest ppl do! i wan to get back my confident!so i will keep telling myself, u have do ur best! jus do ur very best!
anywaym just to drop by a motivated word for u: the harder u work, the more u gain!
jia you ya!!
October 28, 2008 at 10:20 PM
kaixian said…
hey~ah mai...well,u are not lazy,u are not tired,u are not not good enough,u are not not hardworking enough...just that i think u just need time to adapt to university life.this is a transitional period..i oso felt that im not hardworking enough tis time,maybe due to psychological problem gua...yeah..so,let's strive together for success.The most important thing is:U have tried ur best.U will not feel sorry or guilty for urself...gambatehz!
October 29, 2008 at 2:04 AM
Anonymous said…
actually, the same things happen to me... duno why, jz different when we r in matrics college. anyway, im sure there is someway to solve this problem de... gambatelor!!! u r not alone...u still hav a big big group of supporter!!!
November 12, 2008 at 12:51 PM
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